basta alam ko.. i like him, i care for him, that im willing to take the risk, im happy when im with him, i miss him when he’s not there, kinikilig ako pag kausap ko siya, at natutunaw  sa titig at ngiti nya…

kahit saan mo tignan, di naman ako talo… how can i be? he’s worth loving..

bat di siya nakasama????

ayun habang nalalakad ako sa MRT papunta na ng shang, nabigla akong nang may babaeng nakatingin sa akin, di ko agad namukhaan si bheng. di agad nagregister na si aubrey na pala yung kaharap ko. halong gulat, inis, at tuwa yung naramdaman ko. kainis!!! di man lang nagsabi ang loko! kaya pala nakipag-away pa ako sa nanay ko at pinagpilitan na pupunta talaga ako para sa lunch… yun pala dumating na ang gaga.

si jacob naman nagulat din habang naglalakad siya pababa ng hagdan. kita mo talaga sa mukha nya.. “the nerd!” buti nalang di nahulog sa hagdan. as usual diva parin si jacob. si tin naman akala nya na si matthew si bheng nang nakita nya nung nasa kfc kami.  yez! sa kfc! sabi nga ni aubs, sa kfc parin ang bagsak namin. hehehe! si ange nagtaka kung sino yung kasama naming babae. weird at nakapunta si ange eh usually di naman nakakapunta yun! hahaha!

it was fun seeing them again… they have changed… i have changed… but whenever we meet up, youll see that theyre still the same person you came to love. that at the very core sila parin yung college friends na nakilala ko.
the adventurous matthew…
the sophisticated kristine…
the honest jacob…
the friendly aubrey…
the boy-magnet angelica…

heres our pic (GRABBED FROM JACOB’s FB ACCOUNT)

I love these guys!!!

at bakit ganyan yung title? kasi ako, si aubrey at ange ay naka white while si jacob, matthew at kristine ay nakablue.. yet we still bleed green.

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nung gabi naman, dumating sila autie inday sa airport kaya sinundo namin. pero nasiraan at tinopak si sam. ayaw nya magstart nung paalis na from airport. kainis! eh automatic kaya di pwede itulak lang. na discharge yung battery. huhuhu! first time kong nasiraan. buti nalang nasa car park pa kami at di sa daan nasiraan. hehehe!

nung friday pala midnight sale sa MOA… napadaan kami sa MENTAL. its like the new FNH pero mostly white, balck, grey yung mga colors ng mga shirt. the designs are simple but are theyre great. well it works for me kasi kung printed yung shirt ko, gusto ko simple lang

MENTAL at moa

“grabe di na ako marunong magbasa!!!”

but the stuttering didn’t stop me… the blog was a fun read. hehehe! matagal na rin yung huli akong nagbasa, either a book or a blog, and i miss it.

i guess im back to my old habit at may bago na akong aabangan para basahin. hehehe!

“Sports, Math, Physics, and challenges win edwards interest. This chalenge-driven guy is also into dancing. He is considered honest, cheerful, and kind by his friends. Versatile, serious and diligent, he proudly dreams of becoming a civil engineer and of having a simple and caring family. His being very responsible would surely grant him the “Ulirang Tao” award (if there will be any), and what a lucky wife he would marry!”

- USJR HS Batch 2004 Yearbook

He dreamt of becoming a civil engineer… and he did…



It’s been a long time since my last entry on my blog. I never had anything sensible to write nor had the urge to hit keys. 12:31 pm I received a text message from Divina, that Edward passed away 8:25 am, Arpil 8 – thursday. Weird because at that time I was eating my breakfast wondering how Edward has been, since the last  message of Divina that Edward got a fever. Loosing someone was never easy and will never be. Edward was such a good guy, with so much promise.

When he was still in ICU, Nkomo reminded me of when we had the science project in physics with the water rocket. It was fun working late just to get that plastic bottle flew up in the air. I could still remember his eagerness get the rocket fly as far as possible.He had this signature move of kicking the ball during the intramural volleyball games which always saves the ball. During the CAT-1 formations, there were times that all you get are complaints from 4-Green, as usual. But Edward was different, he was someone you could rely on. His mere presence commands respect but never fails to give friendly aura.  (pucha tumulo tuloy luha ko!)

Of course, he would never be a Green for nothing… He is called Edward Grengia for something. It was because of that something that we laughed… that for the last time we cried… and cherish him for as long as our heart keeps beating.

Rest well my friend.

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tapos inextract ko yung audio nya.. eto yung link para i-download

para kay Lord.. may bad new ka pa ba? hinay hinay naman. wag naman isang bagsakan. please!

kanina nagtext si jacob bigla… nagtanong tungkol kay doraemon.. hahaha! ayun kasama ata si benson.. thanks sa hugs pala! tapos tanong ng tanong tungol sa buhay pag-ibig. loko! talking about love, then naalala ko yun tanong sakin ni jeff nung lasing-lasingan na kami… “what is love?” daw. hahaha! since bangenge ako nun, at la akong maisip na magandang isagot… sinabi ko nalang na “its beyond words” hahaha!

nung isang araw inisip ko siya ulit… ano nga ba yung love para sa akin? then naisip ko favorite definition ko ng life.. “life is a choice”. simple but true. same goes with love. its always been a choice. what happens inside the relationship depends on what you do, and what you choose.

currently bum ako.. hahaha! sa bahay lang. pero nung isang araw nagpass na ako ng resume for IBM. hehehe! sana matanggap ako… then supposedly while waiting for IBM sa call since Oct 30 pa naman yung start nun, gusto ko sanang kumuha ng crash course for graphic design, pero mauudlot ata… hehehe! well sa bahay nagpapataba, nagssit-ups, push-ups.. trying to gain some weight at magkakorte naman katawan ko… and im dead serious.. deadline ko nga sa sarili ko by the end of this month hahaha! kahit konting cuts ok na… been working my ass for 3 days pa lang pero nakikita mo na yung form. hehehe! ang hirap nga lang nung sa chest na part. pero excited na ako.. hahaha!

i wont be on the loosing end and i wont give a damn. ang dami ko ng pinalampas. see you when i see you. hehehe!

well yung gusto ko lang naman sanang sabihin… nasa title na… it says it all. no more dramas.